I will reiterate in this post my love for Seattle; the city is absolutely breathtaking.
The view of the city from the hotel was mesmerizing, the group and I frequently traveled to the top floor to admire the skyline. There really are no complaints that I can think of that reflect on the quality of the trip; the only problem was that it ended too soon.
The first couple of days there, I was opened up to a whole other world full of possibilities; the city made such an impression on me that I convinced myself that the West Coast is my future home. The vibes that the city had were so welcoming that it reminded me of my passions in music as well as journalism.
Pikes Place Market was swarming with talent and friendly faces. I cannot believe the conversation I had with artists, writers, and other salesmen about their career and talents. I just met them and it was like we were long time friends catching up. It was hard not to reflect on my choices I have made as well as why I was in that glorious city in the first place.
During my senior year of highschool, I had to make a tough decision concerning whether or not to pursue a career in journalism, or to continue down the road of musical theater, a passion that I have had for 12+ years.
Making that decision was one of the hardest choices that I have ever made. To be honest, if I had not decided to peep through my mom’s filing cabinet, I would most likely be in the Music Department at CCSU, or God knows where.
In one of the drawers, my mother had been storing my work for years; short stories I have written, songs and poems that had been placed in certain competitions throughout my academic career. After sitting for a good half an hour diving into my past, I realized that writing was the only career choice I had. I love music, I love performing, but writing really is my talent.
One has the ability to express themselves in any way possible, whether it be through an instrument, or through a paintbrush onto a blank canvas. I am fortunate to be able to express myself through multiple outlets, but overall I feel that writing is that one outlet where I am completely satisfied with my finished product. Some may disagree and claim that my choice in journalism is a little dodgy; many ask me if I regret the choice, but I always say “no” immediately.
This conference was just what I needed in terms of that reminder, a keynote speaker named Jerry Brewer was a big contribution to that. Brewer is a sports columnist for The Seattle Times. Although I am not interested in writing about sports, his mentality was refreshing and just what I needed to hear for that motivation boost to continue working towards my goal to write for The New York Times.
Brewer said that “business is passion.” No matter what career choice one has in mind, it is a business and one should be 100% passionate when they are reaching their career goal or in the actual work force. No questions asked.
Brewer told the audience to always ask “why” and to think two steps ahead of their subject. In order to be a good journalist you need to ask an unlimited amount of questions; one needs to scrutinize and break through the layers of their subject in order to get the full story.
He also asked the audience three questions:
“How deep is your love for news?”
“How agile is your mind?”
“How thick is your skin?”
Those are really the best questions one must ask themselves in order to ensure that journalism is the right choice. While Brewer asked those questions, I sketched down some answers while he was going through the motions of each one.
My love for news is indescribable. I see each reader as a personal friend and the only mission I have is to make sure that they get all of their questions answered. I need to find every angle, every twist and turn there may be in a story to ensure that whenever someone puts down my piece after reading, they are left with some sort of impression. I will go to any step I need to get my story, I will step on toes to get that interview. I will probably be reprimanded, but I will not care one bit. Being a journalist is getting the truth out, and not caring about the consequences.
Business is passion. Make sure you are a compelling journalist. Be positive that your finished product will satisfy the readers. That is who we write for. Another thing Brewer said was, “give a damn.” Come on. If every journalist doesn’t live by that mentality, then they are wasting their time.
My family sometimes tell me that I take this too seriously, that I need to take a breather. Some people don’t just understand journalism and that passion, I guess. I love music, I love singing, but there is no way in hell that I am turning back now.
These conferences always seem to come at the right time in my life, at a moment where I am feeling vulnerable and need a good reminder as to why I am there. I take what I learn there and I bring it not into just journalism, every day life. Passion is what drives people. If you don’t have passion for something, what is the point?


